Lately I have this feeling that the moment I leave my prayer mat I’m disconnected with God. I tried explaining this to my siblings but that didn’t go well. It’s not that I don’t watch out for the wrong/right/sin aspect of things, I try to sort of. But on a more spiritual level I suppose I feel lost. Erm so how does one find the balance to be more spiritual throughout the day in whatever we do? Anyone?Thank you in advance. 

p.s.  Perhaps I should post the question to some of the religious people on here but what the heck I’ll do it on here and if I don’t get any replies maybe I’ll do that. 

Tempted to write a long-winded nonsensical  post because my insomnia is back and there’s nothing else to do, well other than that I’ve also got midnight cravings atm. Mmm food…hai Allah

It’s almost midday and we still haven’t left the house yet cuz we spent far too much time cooking the food. I say sandwiches would do but apparently I don’t have a very refined palate. :/

So we’re going for a day out in the great English countryside, hopefully the weather will side with us and it will be a glorious day. Oh and as keeping with desi tradition we’re taking biryani and aalu walay parathay  as picnic food. :D Not to forget chai. Damn I wish I had a book to take too, maybe I could convince my parents to drop by the library.

p.s. I can’t spell. Grrr…

spending too much time on the internet gives me a headache yet my days consist of nothing but the internet. Meh, I need a life.